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Iwannagoonacruise

I want to go on a cruise really, really badly.
I went a cruise one time, when I was twelve. It was fun, we went to Castaway Cay and Nassau, in the Bahamas.
The problem is that when I was 12 I was really awkward and unattractive. So I have a bunch of pictures on the most exciting vacation I've ever gone on, and I look horrible in all of them. Go figure. Also, I couldn't go to the teen club, and I didn't meet anyone. Boring.
So, I need to go on another one. Preferably one that's like 2 weeks long, so I can meet a lot of people, and have a lot of time with them.
There is so much to do there. I could go to the teen club, watch movies, swim, eat at all the restaurants, go to the parties, go on excursions, tan, hang out in my cabin, look at the ocean, and take millions of pictures.
If only, if only.
Wouldn't that be fun? It would honestly make my life to meet new people on a cruise and do all that stuff with them.
Too bad my family never goes on vacation, huh?

Random Ramblings from the Mind of Me #2

     Today I read something that said, "A lot of memories from when you were little are just random things, not anything with real emotional significance." A lot of times this is true, I vividly remember a time when I was standing on my deck and I wanted to go pick up my toy shovel. I have no idea why my brain decided to save that memory. 
     But the first memory I thought of was when I was 3 or 4 and I had just gotten home from daycare. The first thing I wanted to do was go outside. Once I got to my backyard, I ran around, and I remember it as being one of the happiest moments of my life.
     That might sound weird, because I can run around my backyard anytime I want to. I remember trying to recreate that moment dozens of times, but it never felt the same way.
     And to this day, I can't think of a time I've felt happier.

Random Ramblings from the Mind of Me #1

I;m going to post these until I get a new journal... 

          Today is a sunny day. That means it’s a good day, just automatically. No matter what happens, its still sunny. Unless it starts storming of course. Then it can be a bad day. Of course, I do have my blind optimism on my side. That’s probably my best quality.

          A few days ago I was driving home with Nyoke and Emily, and Emily said, “Woah! Did you see that huge crow?!” –

          Whenever Drop in the Ocean comes on, I automatically start singing. I can’t even help it.

          So, my first thought was, “It’s probably Damon.” Hah. I entertain myself.

          Now I’m going to do a TVD recap. Emotions-style.

          HOT: Matt is shirtless. FIST PUMP! And Jeremy seriously looks better and better every episode. AND OMGZ STEFAN ALWAYS LOOKS AMAZING.

          CREEPY: The blood tears thing…and how they were all looking like zombies? And Vicki and Anna and moving the picture frame and breaking the window…Quite honestly I was kind of scared to walk through my house in the dark after this.

          OMGZNO!: Stefan got bit by a werewolf. Luckily Klaus healed him, so I wasn’t freaking out for long.

          THAT WAS…AWESOME: Stefan ripping Ray’s heart out to save Damon. I <3 you Stefan.

          HAHAHA!: Damon throwing Elena in the water…heh.         

          I AM SO SAD: For some reason, I thought it was really sad when Klaus said, “They all died. You’re my only comrade.” I almost cried actually.

          And when Elena told Alaric that they’re all lost causes…

          And how Elena almost saw Stefan. And how Stefan kept seeing Elena, but couldn’t say anything.

          DAMON…I LOVE YOU: When he asked Elena why she left when Ray turned into a werewolf. And Elena said, “I was worried about you OK? I don’t know why you make me say it.” And this could go under I AM SO SAD too, but the look Damon gave the TV when they were reporting Andi’s death.

          And I loved when Damon went into the lake with Elena. I just kind of really loved that.

          Extra: I wish Katherine was here…I love her.

          And Caroline and her, “Daddy?” at the end.

          I love Matt. “Is it like, something you need someone else to be there for?” That was so cute!

         

          I mean, nothing could have topped last week’s episode. (actually Stefan taking his shirt off probably would make this one better, but of COURSE that didn’t happen…) but this one was pretty good.  3.02

          Taylor just invited me to Skutt homecoming not that long ago. That would be really fun. I REALLY WANT TO GO. I COULD SEE MRN! And meet guys? And hang out with Taylor’s TVD liking friends.

          Speaking of them, we might be able to hang out Sunday. /fingerscrossed

          LALALALALA! This will pretty much be the best weekend ever if we can. Dress shopping &TVD, my 2 favorite things!

          And she invited me to the next Skutt game, which I can’t go to cause I’m going dress shopping, and the one after that is Prep homecoming, and after that is Gnimocemoh, and then Skutt homecoming, which even if I don’t go, she’ll be going to. So maybe I can go to the one on October 22^nd? I hope so.

          LML.

random post...

I know I haven't posted in forever, but my journal has run out of pages, and I wanted to put this somewhere I could re-read it. It really doesn't have anything to do with the other posts.

I ran out of pages in my journal, and I have The Vampire Diaries news. This is sadder than what sane people can imagine. And it’s also called first world problems. So I’m writing here. Sad thing is, I’m not going to save this and be able to re-read it.

        Anyways, first point of business. TVD IS ON IN 2 HOURS. YEAH!

        2^nd point of business, Taylor knows two people who are obsessed with TVD. You can’t even imagine how happy that made me. I literally jumped up and down. I would’ve screamed if I was home alone. (First world problems, I have a lot) I AM SO HAPPY.

        Taylor said we might be able to hang out with them this weekend? This might seriously be the best weekend ever if that happens. I’m totally being serious. The only thing better might be having Damon Salvatore fall in love with me. You know as long as we’re dreaming, the best thing ever might be being 1864 Katherine. Ball gowns, curly hair, and making out with Salvatores. Pretty much heaven, if I do say so myself. Take out your notebook God, that was a pretty big hint I just dropped.

        Just saying.

        Funny how this all played out. I was going to ask Taylor if she could see Abduction with me this weekend, (no I don’t know what it’s about, what I do know is that Taylor Lautner is in it. That’s all that matters really.) mostly to pass the time until TVD came on. (I AM GOING CRAZY.) Taylor said she is free this weekend, and that I needed to call her. So I did. * And then she gave me probably the best news of my life. ** SHE HAS FRIENDS AT SKUTT THAT LOVE THE VAMPIRE DIARIES.

        So, now I am SO HAPPY. TVD is my life. You can tell, cause I typed this with proper grammar and footnotes and everything.

*I think it’s necessary to point out that Taylor is really the only person I can talk to on the phone, and actually get back to her right away when she tells me to call her. I don’t know why, because usually I dread phone calls.

** Let it be noted that this isn’t even an exaggeration. I love this show THAT MUCH. But I don’t need to tell you that.